NEXT TO YOU!

Subject: NEXT TO YOU! Sat Jun 13, 2009 4:26 pm

NEXT TO YOU....

I want to be next to you
I want to hold your hands
I want to kiss your lips
And tell you I love you
But how, when you're so far away
All i have is a picture of you in my mind

Theres so many things that I want to say to you
Tell you how much you mean to me
How much I need you
But Im running out of words to say
All i want is to be right next to you

In your arms is where I wana be
But I cant be with you
Im stuck where i am now
Every night Im calling out your name
Hoping you'll hear me
Its so hard when you're so far away.

120508DEMCHA

Posts : 20 Join date : 2009-01-11

i dont know what to do, even what to say... but

thanks for being like that...
thanks for being the greatest part of my life..
thanks for every words you said... and for the love that you gave..

whatever will happen, our memories will last... i still be ur demdem, and you're my changchang...

im wishing sana, in my next life... makasama na kita..... then sasabihin ko padin na ..... MAHAL na MAHAL KITA.....

fly changchang.... fly

Subject: Re: NEXT TO YOU! Tue Jun 30, 2009 2:05 am

I feel awful..
I ddnt xpect ul say things dat may upset me last night.
I know wer on our own lifes now,
but im still holding on to the words u told me b4
(rmembr the last txt u send me wen we split up)
Im waiting for u, and hoping wil get back together again..
I tot wer both fighting for ths, but i was wrong
im the only one left hus fighting....
I guess theres no really chances for us to get back wat we have b4.
and ur the one hus gving me reasons to gve up.
Im WEAK demdem, i cant take ths nah!

U said u love me, but then u wanted me to forget u.
all of a sudden ul say sorry! uh, for wat?!
bcoz u say things that u dnt mean!?
U already broke my hart demdem.
U cut me loose randomly. and it kills me!

dont say ur going through, if u cant stand ur words dont say it!.
Im not a mind reader demdem,
just tell me wats on ur mind!
Stop playing with my hart! pls!! ):

all i want demdem is to know
wats really on ur heart,
not wats on ur mind!
Is dat too much to ask??